This is the final volume, in the series of 3 edited collections, of talks given by the Master Nisaragadatta Maharaj.
At this point, Maharaj was dying of cancer, and by all accounts, in great pain.
He was described once as "a tiger". These talks demonstrate why. His prey though is not human or animal flesh, but concepts. His weapons, not claws, but logic, and the firmest conviction in his understanding.
Ultimately, Maharaj's talks destroy his listeners' and the reader's concepts. He asks them to take apart their own idea of themselves. To deconstruct their self image, and to "see" they are not the body, or the mind that they normally take themselves to be.
His pursuit of the questioner's concepts is relentless. Again and again, he demonstrates that the only capital anyone can have is "I am". The body, and the contents of mind can all be seen; and anything seen cannot be what one is. Instead he says, like a man digging a well, one should keep digging until he finds water. The self. At bottom, there is only this sense of beingness. What elsewhere, he calls the sense of presence. Consciousness itself.
He doesn't stop there. Unlike so many other teachers, gurus and sages, Nisargadatta takes students and readers further in the path of self enquiry. This consciousness, he says, is not personal. It arrives with a body and the life force, which themselves appear by accident. And, mistakenly it identifies with the body it has arisen in.
This, he says is the basic error. Of mistaken identity. There are no such things as individuals. Each apparent individual is made of the same matter and arrives here by the same means: the fluids of its parents, food, and the life force. And each only knows itself as an individual by appearance in the consciousness of others.
This consciousness is not personal. If the reader suspends belief for a moment and asks what if this were true? If this beingness were not personal. What would this mean?
Well then, what appears is just that, an appearance, in a single universal consciousness. And, Consciousness itself is the vehicle of all existence. No consciousness - no world, no existence.
And so, concludes Maharaj, all this then is the play of consciousness. Like a dream world. And nothing is.
The final understanding, the ultimate truth which Maharaj embodied and grasped so firmly, is that all -including consciousness itself- arises from nothing, that is No Thing. That which cannot be seen or heard or felt. That which is the ground for all experience, by which all objects and individuals to perceive those objects are possible - but in itself, is no thing.
And that nothing, is our ultimate I-dentity - the Source of all, from which all the worlds and consciousness arises.
"The experience of nothingness", is like so much of Maharaj's wisdom - a delicious paradox. For if there is no one, and no thing at the heart of all, then who is there to experience anything?
What then, can any"one" do? The apparent individual, can only Just Be, says Maharaj. Stay with that beingness, he repeats to students, in the sense of "I am", and the understanding will arise. The understanding that one is not really one, but All; and yet at the same time, this All is No thing. Not an object at all, that can be conceived or perceived. But the original Subject, the container of all apparent objects- no thing. What others have called the self. "Our" original nature. What we were, according to Maharaj eight days before conception. Unawareness.
This volume cannot be recommended highly enough. Its ultimate truth will, once planted, blossom in its readers.