An immaculate girl -"full of promise"- is drawn into the maelstrom of depression and leads a life not worth living, a life consisting of self-mutilation, psychological therapy, breakdowns, suicide attempts and hospitalizations. Elizabeth Wurtzel portrays her suffering through depression in a very cynical, yet incredibly genuine and almost brutally honest manner, which harbingers a great amount of empathy among those readers who have stood at the same calamitous abyss between life and death. Anyone who has experienced a gloomy, lachrymose disaster corresponding to the author's malediction of the "black wave" will love this book, but not for the reason of being entertained by an enjoyable movie-like plot glamorizing the disease. Instead, the story of Elizabeth Wurtzel is tremendously provocative due to the fact of not aiming to conceal the atrocious truth or eliciting factitious dismay and pity from the reader. Therefore, the book entails and nearly forces a lucid, but mellow revolution dealing with the self-perception of depressive people as they are challenged to immerse in discerning the truth in a raw, yet self-conscious way with the purpose to realize and to concretize their problems. Furthermore, the novel is equipped with references to other significant books, for instance "The bell jar", and a fabulous imaginative soundtrack containing the works of Bob Dylan, Bruce Springsteen and various further artists. If you've been wondering why Kurt Cobain meant what he did - what it feels like to be young, gifted, and black of spirit - this book is the CD, tape, video, and literary answer all in one. After all, reading this book helped at least me a whole lot; it changed my life and opened my eyes. I had never expected anyone would be able to write anything like this, I deeply adore Elizabeth Wurtzel for her courage as the result was for me much more than a plain book. Thank you.