Going on my trip to Montana I thought I picked up Peter Rollins' first book, How (Not) to Speak of God so I could read his books through in order. This is a review of The Fidelity of Betrayal. I grabbed the wrong one.
The summation of Rollins' argument in this book is the profound and provocative statement: "In Christianity as a religion without religion one cannot make this distinction between one's actions and one's beliefs." (165) The Fidelity of Betrayal is a book that uses the catalysts of postmodern philosophy, narrative, and wonder to form a mystical framework for a Christianity beyond belief.
Though Christianity beyond belief may sound nebulous, Rollins does a fantastic job laying out his philosophically nuanced arguments in a captivating and easy to understand way.
The heart of Rollins argument is that the idea of Christian religious belief has been co-opted by academics, a way of fixing the problem of Christian theology not by adding additional research and discovery. Far from being an anti-intellectual stance, Rollins paves a third way by requiring that the truth of Christianity rests not in orthodoxy but in orthopraxy, the right living of Christian belief. One's actions cannot be separated from one's beliefs.
This reasoning brings up the dilemma of doubt, and how that figures into a system that rests beyond the regular definition of belief as right doctrine. Rollins argues that doubt is an after-effect of an event, and that belief and doubt are formed after an initial event (142). Far more important than belief or doubt, Rollins argues, is "a happening, an event, that we affirm and respond to, regardless of the ebbs and flows of our abstract theological reflections concerning the source and nature of this happening." This argument flips the Cartesian understanding of self-reasoning on its head, as the event that is outside of us is the determining factor, not ourselves, in our lives. The story of Jesus healing the blind man is used as an example of this. When questioned by the Pharisees if Jesus is a sinner, the blind man replies: "I don't know. One thing I do know, I was blind but now I see" (141). There will be doubts and triumphant surges of belief during our lives, but the one thing we cannot doubt is what has happened to us.
Key also to this argument is the deconstruction of the walls that people build to differentiate their faith and how it is put into action within the world. For Rollins, the source of our faith cannot become abstracted, because once it is abstracted (believed or doubted) then we can begin to act in ways that are contrary to our belief. He writes:
"One of the results of thinking about the truth affirmed by Christianity as comprised of facts that can be externalized and reflected upon (i.e., as made up of substantive claims concerning God, the world, the ministry and person of Christ, and the status of the Bible) is that it introduces a distance between a person and that person's faith....In this way a distinction is set up between the subject (the one who thinks) and the object (that which is being thought). (90)
The goal of a Christianity beyond belief is one that ties the subject and object together: the thinker and the thought become unified in life. Rollins explains this deconstruction of the Cartesian mode of viewing religion in a short philosophical journey through the thinking of Descartes, Hobbes, Pascal, and Nietzsche, culmunating in his claim that
"the truth affirmed by Christianity is not merely similar to the notion of life, in the sense that it is undergone rather than experienced, but rather it is that which claims to bring us life. Just as God is presented as speaking life into the formless void in Genesis, so the truth affirmed by Christianity is that which breathes life into the darkness and desolation of our own lives" (116).
Thus, the first faithful betrayal we are called to are the reach of both anti-intellectuals and academics who try to influence and manipulate the right understanding of the Bible and accept the fact that "in order to accept the Bible we need to reject any interpretation as final, being ready to engage in an ongoing, open-ended dialogue and discussion with it" (125). We have been taught to think that this is incorrect and intellectually dishonest, but in fact this betrayal is one of humility and openness to the foundation of theology since Christianity's inception (and what Rollins calls the second faithful betrayal): our God is greater than any theological interpretation or understanding, therefore "we must learn that in order to approach the God of faith and truth affirmed by Christianity, we must betray the God we grasp---for the God who brings us into a new life is never the God we grasp but always in excess of that God" (125).
In all frankness, what Rollins calls us into is a humbling of ourselves and an acceptance of the tangled web of belief and doubt in this world, while at the same time exhorting us to hold fast to the God who lives, and moves, and has being within our lives.